don't know my problem

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well ya this is ma problem that i dont know what is it??

i think mine is an exceptionally geeky case.

yes,it all started in class 9th.i fell flat for a girl.quite good looking and a topic of hot discussion in our school..

didn't tell that to anybody but god made a good link.i didn't have her any no. or anything and one day got a call from her.unluckily i was out of station that time.

then she was trying to attract me to herself through one ways or the other.
but i was such a dumbo during that time that i didn't even respond well to her.i. i always hesitate talking to girls.it has always been like this till date.

4 years i was total flat on her.but every1 later told me that she always do these things with boys.i mean she was said to be a characterless girl but i donnno,mayb i still like her.

then i joined college,i met another girl who had been my old classmate and wow ,was that love..

i dont know........

but i was always thinking of her.....but wat d hell ........she got committed in the meantime with another guy......

and truly speaking i have never talked to her also...may b have said a hi or hello twice or thrice mayb...

and now i dont feel for first or second both..no feelings for any1..

i just wanna have one girl as a friend,a true friend..with whom i can discuss,express my feeling..share my joys and sorrows.......

and leave for a girl friend..i dont evn have even any normal friend who is a female...as far as i can remember i dont talk to girls..
even of my class...if i find any girl even of my class near canteen or ground,dont know wat hppns to me,i m dumb stuck and i take the other route avoiding them....

presently,no crushes or anything..how do i find a girl friend ????????and even where???i dont want to have any girl from the class or college..




plzzzzzzzzzzz help!!!